As of today, I am officially a quitter.
I quit my job.
For real. Threw in the towel; I’m done!
The Reverend and I began discussing this possibility about three weeks ago. I have worked as a Developmental Therapist for the State of IL Early Intervention program since January of 2009. I was contracted through the state as a Developmental Therapist who worked with children ages 0-3 with delays (ex. physical, cognitive, speech, behavioral, etc.)
But not anymore!
Now, I am a full-time stay-at-home-mom!
I have been stressed, overwhelmed, and stretched too thin. Too many things at home were falling through the cracks because I had too much on my plate. (You know, just little things like paying the bills. I was making the money to pay them, but hardly had time to write the checks and balance our budget!)
Also, I felt like Nasko’s delays had been neglected recently as I had started seeing more clients.
A couple weeks ago, I said to Chance, “I work hard to plan and execute educational activities with children who have special needs, but I feel as though I don’t have the time necessary for planning and executing similar activities with our own special needs child.”
So, watch out, Nasko. Mama’s got lots for you to do this summer…
I absolutely LOVED my job. I got paid (well) to play with babies – I mean, who wouldn’t love that? I loved meeting new families and helping them do what is best for their children. I LOVED seeing children progress to the point of not even requiring services when they started preschool at age 3. I loved being a support system for parents (even when families would text me at 11:00 p.m. or 5:30 a.m.!) as I know that special needs parenting is very, very hard.
But now, I have my own child. And another one is coming SOON!
At this time, it is best if I stay home and raise these two boys in a God-honoring way, to the best of my ability. They need me. There is no substitute for a child’s mama. (Although, Chance tried. He asked if he could be a stay-at-home dad. I told him I’d allow it as soon as he learned to breastfeed. Until then…)
And since I won’t be doing required report-writing anymore… I’ll possibly have more time to blog. Luckily for all of you.
Actually, scratch that… I mentioned I would be breastfeeding, right? I doubt I’ll have much free time…